I AM WITH YOU STILL

 

Though I am gone,

And you feel alone now

I am with you still.

 

I am there

In the quietness of winter

Among the falling snowflakes

That settle on the hushed landscape

 

I am there

In the dew drops

Moistening the undergrowth

As you kick your way through

The grassy meadow

I am there

In the warm sunlight

Of a summer’s day

The bathes the countryside

And I am the tingle on your skin

When the raging storm

Quickens your heartbeat

And in the April showers

You will feel my caress

With every drop of rain

That touches you

So though I am gone

I am with you still

THOUGH I AM GONE

 

Though I am gone,

And you feel alone now

I am with you still.

I am there

When you revisit our favourite places

Retracing the steps of our togetherness

To somewhere reassuringly familiar

I am there

In the sunlight dappled shade

Of a woodland walk

Where bluebells bring the wood alive
I am there

When you stand on the lake shore

And gaze out across to the water,

Though I cast no reflection.

I am there

On the long walks

As you kick your way though

Autumns golden gown

I am with you

When the winter snows lay,

Though I will leave no foot prints.

I am there with you,

For all the moments that were ours

For though I am gone

I am with you still

I AM IN THE DAWN

 

I am in the Dawn

And in the Sunset

I am the morning mist

Softening the landscape

And the reassuring warmth

Of a bright winter sun

I am in the twilight hours

I am the gentle breeze

Caressing your cheek

On a warm summer evening

I am the tingle on your skin

As you lie in the quiet times

I am always by your side

Through your loneliest hours

And although I had to leave

I am with you always

AND PLEASE DON’T BE SAD

 

I didn’t want to leave you

It was the hardest thing I ever did

But I had to go

I couldn’t fight it any longer

But now I’ve gone

Please don’t be sad,

But remember what we had

Think of our life together

Like a favourite book

Which you read with relish

And couldn’t put down

Enjoying every well-thumbed page

Well now that I’ve gone

Do not close the book

And put it on the shelf

Never to be read again

Just because you hate the ending

Start to write the next chapter

Enjoy it like all the others

Embrace the life you have

Live for both of us

And please don’t be sad

LIFE’S FLICKERING FLAME

 

Heavens chorus sings

Calling to the earthly soul

As the candles gutter

Life’s flickering flame fades

The spirit ascends

As the wings of angels flutter

LAST LAMENT (DO NOT MOURN)

 

Do not grieve

Or mourn my passing

Banish your sadness

Remember me and smile

Do not think of me as gone

Or out of reach

For I will be with you always

Though I cast no shadow

And you will hear no footfall

I will be there nonetheless

 

In springtime

When wildflowers

Dance in the meadow

I will be there,

In summer I’ll be

The August breeze

That stirs a field of ripened corn,

In autumn

I will swirl the leaves

Of the seasons golden carpet

And when the winter sun shines

I will sparkle

And glint on the snow

 

So do not grieve

Or mourn my passing

Banish your sadness

Remember me and smile

For I will be there,

In the dawn,

Rising with the sun,

And you will see me again

When the sun sets

At the days end,

Because I am in your hearts

Always

 

 

 

Written for the funeral of my father-in-law

Gordon Aplin

23rd February 1937 – 15th June 2019

THE LORD IS SHEPHERD OF HIS FLOCK

 The Lord is Shepherd of his flock

As well as being a fisher of men

And he does his Fathers bidding

On the fields and copse and fen